I wasn’t in love but I miss meandering conversations in the dark and the way you kiss anyway


And I still think about you all the time

Sick and exhausted and just got very politely dumped, so I’m going to be listening to Julien Baker on repeat in bed the rest of the day…k?

  • 12 months ago

I feel like the lamest, most uninteresting, plainest person on earth and I want to  go out and make drunk friends at the bar and have it fix everything.

is there an astrological explanation for why I’m feeling so off and moody today?

Just checking in to say LOL I’m in a “casual-but-exclusive” relationship, whatever that means?

I’m that person who realizes they’re probably a psychopath because they need to keep an ex as a friend as a means of control and ego-feeding. And even if they don’t want that ex for themselves they can’t stand for anyone else to have them either. This is a fucked up realization to have about myself.

when you wake up and realize how all your friends have disappeared but maybe it’s because you disappeared first and both possibilities are depressing so you just want to crawl in a hole because why not

  • 1 year ago

Having this daydream today where someone has done my hair and makeup and I just get to lay around in nice lingerie by myself.

I am done looking for someone to love me. 

really excited to probably get dumped because of cancer again